Chic on a Mission

It has been about a year since I have last worked out. Promised myself that today would be a brand new start~ Certainly had enough of complaining and being complacent. Deep down I knew that I am not happy with how I feel and look now, and I have been avoiding the weighing scale ever since! I guess it was because of the amount of time I have invested into achieving my goals- career in the oil and gas industry, completing my Masters.With Momo beside me and his support, I felt like I was invincible. I knew I could achieve absolutely anything that I put my mind into, as long as I am focussed and resilient.

So why the sudden anxiety and the desire for change? A lot has happened since I graduated (that was like, 6 months ago?). From love troubles to loosing focus, I figured all that has to boil down to one reason and one reason only. I am definitely not happy with myself. I have lacked the energy, drive and determination. In spite of the framed goals that I have intended to achieve and the roadmaps hung in my room, I seem to have lost sight of things. So now I have realised that time waits for no one. I can’t believe that I will turn 27 in just a few weeks and looking at the rate of things, I may have not achieved all that much.

It is such a shame that with each passing day, all I had been feeling was envy. People I know have travelled around the world, graduated from prestigious universities, living the glamourous dream life. Others had also moved on to becoming wives and mothers, a life which feels a little to unfamiliar for me. Is it possible to achieve it all, career, personal aspirations, family, and building the luxurious life I’ve always wanted? Strong, intelligent and aspiring women have done it.

Why can’t I?

Now it is time to put things into motion.

Come on, Adrin. Let’s not waste more precious time